Monday, October 2, 2017

bersykur nay?

a few days before my birthday again. gonna hit 26 years old this year. 2017. wow. im still no marry yet. bercinta dengan bf dah dua tahun and dekat tapi jauh hal perkahwinan tu.

aku still struggle habiskan all loan, yang aku dah set target by 30 all must done. and being a quality eng at flex not so hard. sampai aku rasa aku betul ke eng ni haha. dulu habis spm aku selalu berangan aku akan jadi engineer 1 hari nanti even im not top student and im from vokasional. after many years. done degree and internship. aku terus dapat jadi eng. lol alhamdulillah for that. i bought my first car last year. aku kumpul 5k for down payment and loan for 30k. for 5 years. so far so good now.


last few weeks, ada 1 minah ni dia ikut husband dia kerja dekat japan. u know what since aku dari kecik sampai now. cita cita aku selalu nak migrate taknak stay msia. havoc la kalau dapat stay oversea. kononye. hmm then bila tengok medial sosial this girl. aku rasa jeles. a bit down macam i'll never get my dream come true. hmmm and i try to pujuk myself with.... if u want to migrate just bcs to show off to other people your life are better than others. u better not. yass. how if u stay in msia, u can go where u want, eat what u want and do what u love with your love one. tak cukup ke tu?


muhasabah diri, haha. 

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